My buddy said to settle the score And left me at the bar at a quarter to four I counted my money, ordered one last beer Then I glanced down the bar as you simply sat there
Not a care in the world, no trouble in sight On this long and this cold old December night Last call was announced as I gave you a look And wondered if you were as calm as you looked
My past is still present, my life is a mess And here you are now at this time and this place Is the grand design of the universe being revealed? Or is it a quarter to four and I simply mis-deal’d
This structure is open, the territory wide As I huddle in this quarter circle inside A blur of silver, neon and noise Spinning this coin between my restless fingers of joy
The passage of time is an odd occurrence Silently expanding within its jagged little edges Funny thing, detours of the mind A few minutes ago everything was just fine I hope this moment is just on loan When your thoughts have thoughts of their own
For a moment I wondered if you may have slipped out of my sight And guess who came walking back up to my right And as the bartender slammed my beer in place I chose comfort over fear of embrace And wrestled with your existence that holds me tightly in place
My buddy returned, said it was time to go Saw my eyes, glanced your way, and promptly replied ‘so’ He said ‘hey man, this is not the time or the place’ Yet I was informed otherwise by that trace of a smile on your face
My future divided before my eyes Stretched out and relaxed to my great surprise What are either of us doing in a place such as this? I guess we had to meet somewhere before that first kiss
The Beach Tune (Samsara)
Looked over my shoulder one final time Wind pushed at my back, hair in my eyes Hush of the ocean rushed through my ears Poured over my soul, erased future years In time you are there And I’m over here
Waves pounded, retreated Backward in memory Forward in pace Spun me around and on my way To the center of which I cannot recall The sound of the gull Displaced the eternity of it all
Nothing really mattered Except my backward glance that day If I look again Will you look back my way? This path is familiar Did I just hear you sigh? This windy existence bears no place for a lie Accompanied by A chilly sense of dread I pushed out of my path It flowed back so fast
Forward I kept, with a thought for the past Would you run, would you shout Would you catch up to me at last Do I have to dream, do I have to wish If I cross my fingers will we engage in our kiss
Hush of the ocean perished in my ears quick sand swallowed my tears You will not appear You are not even there Except when I wish it And I turn and I stare